Things have been a little stressful. I am looking for a full time job as most of you know, so I haven’t been able to do much designing. I have a lot of cool things happening with my site, and some latest work that I want to share. I just haven’t had the time lately to do anything at all with it. So I think what I am going to do is take a few weeks off from designing. Step back, and replan things. At first, when I started working I was thinking that I would only work in tell I could pull in enough design projects to stay home full time. But really, I don’t think that’s really what I want to do. I don’t think I can handle working with design at that level. I don’t want to burn out on design. I love design, and want it to do because I love it, not because I have to??

Anyways, now, that I am working, as silly as it sounds I am happier, and I want to work. I always worked before I had my kiddos, and it just feels natural. As a mother, I am tired of feeling bad about that, it’s always a big struggle for a mother to decide weather working is the right or wrong thing to do, I  believe when it comes down to it, its each family’s personal decision. Dh and I had to make a lot sacrifices to allow me to stay home with our kids before they started school. We both feel our decision was right for our family. We both value that time we got to spend with our babies as one of life’s biggest blessings. Now, we are ready to turn a page, and I going to be venturing out in to the world full time. But as a mother, I really want to make sure that this is something I can do and still maintain a healthy bond with my kids. After all, all the hard work I do on a daily basis is for them, and my deep love for them. So as an attachment parent, lately, I have praying and hoping for the opportunity to be able to find a job that will allow be to balance both work and attachment parenting, and do design on the side.

I really want to thank all my friends and family that have praying for me. I don’t know what I’d do with out you. Big hugs to all, and thanks for reading my coffee fueled blog…hehe! But seriously been wanting to post for awhile so thanks for reading”